The Journey Begins...

I've finally embarked on my training last week. First session body was aching all over.. :(
This morning I discovered the ache was gone and I decided on impromptu to go gym again. So I transferred my stuff to the workout bag and packed my gear in a rush, cos I was running late (as usual) Thank god was in time for work. Hmm, now is already 1am, why am I still not sleeping yet? Am I not afraid of running late later? Course not! Cos my boss on leave! So late abit also nvm. Hahaha...

The training was demoralising. Can't imagine how weak I am. Am performing under my expectations. Get tired out very easily when doing weights, despite that I can run forever without even feeling tired. Maybe I should really start taking mass gainer? If not dun think my weight will ever increase. Think the only thing that stops me from taking is being afraid of pimple breakout. I spent 4 months popping antibiotics just to get rid of the pimples, and I won't want them to come back again.. ever!

Guess I was being impatient. Its only start of my training. Of course I shouldn't expect myself to handle the weights with ease. Of course I should go step by step. But its kind of boring for me. I've never like to do weights to begin with. Worse off if I've got no company. No one to talk to during the workout. I can't go on like this.. will be bored to death sooner or later. Better start looking out for gym kakis. Oh ya, saw someone I know today. He's a director from my company. Never expect to see this man there. Didn't look like the exercise type ya. But he had a private trainer with him. Gosh its very costly to hire one, but he can well afford it since he's so rich.

Hope to see more familiar faces next time I go. Its time to go to bed already. I'll end here for now...zzz

The New Chapter of My Life

2 days ago, I made a very important decision which may change my entire life. Guess what, I have finally joined California Fitness Club. To others, it may seem like I'm making a big fuss out of nothing. To me, this decision is significant, yet a painful one...

Maybe it's due to the genes inherited from my parents, I have always been of petite build.I don't like myself this way, not at all. Since young, I feel like I've always been looked down upon by my peers. Maybe thats the reason why I'm willing to part with so much $$ just to get into the club. I believe that using this 3 years, I can achieve what I set out to do. I've always been lazy and finding excuses not to work out. I believe only by feeling the pain of parting with so much $$, I will be determined to do whats neccessary.

To fufill this dream of mine, I've actually spent over my budget. Now, I have to be very careful about how I spend,for the next 3 months, in order to clear my bill. Though unwilling, Ihave made the painful decision to keep all outings with friends at minimal. But I feel that all these sacrifices are worth it. If I do not start now, I may never have to desire to do it ever. At the same time, I can spent more time alone to reflect over what I've done, and to think about my future. Hope I can figure all that out within this 3 months. For I know that once I pull through this tight period, I will go back to my fast pace lifestyle again. Also hope that I will have their understanding, for missing out e upcoming events. Pls do not forget me for I'll be back.

All the best to myself!